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July 16, 2008

Goodbye, Fake Steve

I've linked to this before but I thought I'd print it here. I've been crazy about a blog called The Secret Diary of Steve Jobs. A while back Forbes journalist Daniel Lyons started it up- he uses the persona of Apple's Steve Jobs to comment on business, politics, entertainment and modern life in general. And every once in a while he wrote a little poetry. At first no one knew who was actually writing the blog and then it came out. I find him really funny.

Well, this kind of thing can't go on forever and Fake Steve announced last week that he is walking away from the keyboard. In appreciation of all the enjoyment I've gotten from his blog, I'd like to share my favorite poem, Eric Schmidt's Serenity Prayer. For those who don't know, Eric Schmidt is the grown-up brought in to run Google when they wanted to go public (more here).

Eric Schmidt's Serenity Prayer

Dear Lord,
You have blessed me with many gifts
including a two hundred billion dollar market cap
and a search monopoly that gushes cash
like nothing in the history of the planet.
For these things, Lord,
and for allowing me to beautify the world
by splattering glorious text ads on every available surface,
I give you thanks and praise.
But now, Lord, your humble servant seeks your assistance.
My stock, though still widly overpriced, has dropped
by nearly one hundred dollars.
My followers, fully vested, grow restless,
and begin to seek a new promised land.
Though free delicious cuisine
from every corner of the globe
is available to them twenty-four hours a day,
like sweet manna from heaven,
still they hunger for more.
Though we offer haircuts and laundry
and saunas and massages
and a roller coaster and bumper cars and a skee ball arcade;
though each drone need work only four days
a week and may devote one-fifth of his or her time
to personal interests, such as designing time machines
and rocket ships that can fly to Mars
or just totally fucking off,
still, these spoiled, bratty, greedy little pricks
keep leaving for Facebook.
Damn them, Lord!
Smite them down!
Send a plague upon Zuckerberg!
Something that itches and burns!
But seriously.
Lord, I need your help.
Give me patience.
And kindness.
And courage.
Help me to put up with Larry's bullshit
and Sergey's smug, condescending tone.
Help me tolerate their Legos and jumbo jets and cockamamie ideas,
like this crazy campus that looks
so much like a friggin kindergarten
that you half expect to see Barney
leaping out from behind the bronze T-Rex
or riding on the replica of Burt Rutan's spaceship
or having his photo taken with Meng.
Dear Lord, how did I get here?
And how can I get out?
You know as well as I do
that I have no idea how to manage this place.
No one does.
You know that our
ridiculous profit margins
have masked our many mistakes
and inefficiencies. You know
this madness cannot go on forever.
You know what time bombs
lie buried in our income statement.
Lord, I come to you now
in most humble supplication
to ask this favor:
Let your servants succeed
at something other than search.
VaporPhone (tm), social networking,
desktop apps, herbal supplements --
frankly, Lord, I don't care.
Just make it happen.
Speak to me, Lord.
I'm listening.
I'm all ears.
Of course, if this be not your will,
I will accept your decision.
But I swear if that's the case
I am so friggin out of here
it's not even funny.
Seriously, Lord.
One year, tops.
Then I'm gone.
That is all.
Amen.

The original post is here.

Namaste', Fake Steve.

June 16, 2008

Meeting After Midnight Like We Do

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This beautiful photo of Stockholm is by Diesmali.


Like everyone else I'm sure, I feel like there is never enough time. When I finally find a few minutes for myself, it's late. Or it's very early or it's the middle of the night. I never sleep all the way through anymore. There is always something to check. No matter how little sleep I've had, I wake up alert and ready to function now, not in a fog like I used to. That's a huge change- the completely unconscious, unending vigilance of motherhood.

But then sometimes when I'm up, it's nice. I have the house to myself and I can do whatever I want. Well, almost. Headphones and a flashlight and quiet movements and it works. I can see the city lights below from the front window and I love that. I think of the cover of Surf each time. It's a nice time to be up and doing things, writing or reading or listening. It's special and private and mine. It's important to me.

I start thinking about how hard that mouse had to work
night after night collecting all these things
while the people in the house were fast aslee
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(From Workshop by Billy Collins)

It's hard to say which is more important, getting enough sleep or getting enough time. I guess it all depends on which need is most pressing at the moment.

When or where do you do your best thinking/reading/writing? How do you steal time?

March 17, 2008

Article

I really liked this article from today's NYT. I never tire of the story of Andrew Carnegie and his love of libraries.